An Inner Voice.........

In the background of the melodious music of cuckoo
I woke up to a brand new day
which is as colorful as a rainbow
Even in the horns and sound of traffic,
I found  that cuckoo's voice is so sweet
when I look to the mirror after I dressed up
I saw my image  and an inner voice said
"Look to your heart"
I ignored it and adjust my eyeliner's shade in hurry
and then the inner voice said,
" There is a pure soul in your self
which need a change". I stand still, confused.
voice continued :you may ask what change,
yes, your soul need a refreshment
from this fast busy life to smooth calm life,
a melodious music will do to cleanse yourself,
just like the advertisement says "take care"
not the physical-material aspect but
your pure innocent soul...
Don't forget its innocent like a new born baby"
Without understanding anything I stand still...
To know the meaning of my soul...

Life is Like That.......

         Sometimes I feel that life is to enjoy, without bothering about the rules and regulations, just living in the present moment without getting tensed about future... But when I did so someone called me that am an irresponsible idiot... that am one who doesn't have any seriousness about life, someone explained that without planning you’ll be not successful in life, another one told me that don’t try to fool yourself by embracing each and every moment…

                                                            And then I changed my view. I done things practically with each and every moment in a planning, with strict time table sessions but then again the voices said that am not experiencing real life, there is no use of living like robots, come out and find the essence of life

                                                                  So ultimately I learned its my life- not my neighbors, nor strangers or even my loved ones… Each ones perspective of life will change according to them. Enjoy life with our ideas; after all there is only one life… Do mistakes, Feel free to say sorry, find balance between every negatives and positives in life. Feel the warmth of life, unwrap the surprises of each and every moment in life… Its your life, live as it you like but remember your decision shouldn’t hurt your loved ones… Because life is like that even when we talk about our life, our likes, our decision there should be a pinch of sacrifice, tears and being hurt. Even when we define life in different ways no one knows what life is!!! No one knows what’s there for us in future…!!!!

Friends !!!!

 How to define Friend? Can we describe friend in a word? IS a word is enough to describe? These are the questions raised in my mind when i thought about this post. Its after lots of strikings and corrections I started it like this. There is something special - Itz Friendship Day. There are people who asks whether a day is needed to remember friends, but i don't care about such questions. I would love to find a specialty behind every day.. :) Friends are always with us, in each and every rise and falls of our life. They encourage us to win more and support us when we are weak. In this friendship day I can proudly say that am blessed with some "precious diamonds". They know me more than anyone else, they understand me even without I speak out things. I don't know whether I am doing the right thing; I know they don't like me when i thank them but still I should do that. I am thanking my "INSANE FRIEND" and "GREAT SIS" from my heart (OMG :) sry guys if i hurt you with the word thankz ;))

They were with me when am really down, they show me the right path when am confused, even when some of the characters in my life went out from my life, they stand beside me. I am so lucky to have these angels in my life. There are a lot of things between us: a range-less mobile, time - limited land line, no meeting points, even when we get a time to meet itz time bound ( what to do distance is a problem) Still we know each other, we care for each other, we've great trust in our friendship it won't break, it'll be forever. It is this bubbly girl who made my world much more brighter with her crazy ideas & my "CHOTTI RANI", she is my adviser. She is a such a wonderful human being. 


Even I have a lot of friends, these two have a special place in my heart. They are so precious in my life. Friendship is not in daily meeting, greeting & chatting, it should feel by heart. I found many who have "friends" ( just for name sake) just to show they have handful of friends, to implement their rules, to have fun. What to say I just feel pity on them. For me, Friendship is the most valuable thing. Mistakes will be there (no one is perfect na...?) fights will happen but still we will fix the puzzle box appropriately. Friends, you're the most valuable chapters in my life. Till this moment you were with me lets continue it forever. I don't want to miss you people. In this friendship day  I Thank my dear friends for each and every minute things they done for me...... 
LOVE YOU GUYZ..... FRIENDS FOR EVER.....

My Life... My Rules..

I may have thousands of faults
in the eyes of you,
but am sure
there is an atom of goodness  in me.
I may be rude
I may be irresponsible
in the eyes of you people
but am sure
I am not that much bad...
You guys may feel that
I am useless
but sorry, you are mistaken..
You may find that am lacking ideas
but I've my own views..
You may define me in your own view
but I may differ from that..
I may done lotz of mistakes
but I've a heart to correct myself...
With all your negative views in me,
Still with the goodness in me,
Accept me if you can
I can't change for your sake...

..............!!!

Two persons cannot long be friends if they cannot forgive each other's little failings. :)

First tag Taken....

Yeah... Here am tagged by Alcina and i taken it as soon as i can... And thankz Alcina this is the first tag for me...

Color - Red is my most favourite color... it makes me so enthusiastic and i like purple, blue and white

Sports - My all time favorite Cricket but i love football too...

Artist / Singer -  A.R Rahman, Sonu Nigam, Atif Aslam, S.P.B, Sankar Mahadevan, Yesudas, Shreya Goshal.... List goes on

Hobby - Listening Music, Watching T.V, fighting with Sis.... Writing...

Movie -  3 Idiots, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Sangamam, Devasuram, Dasharatham

Songs - oru naru pushpamay, behti hawa, oru murai killi parthein, oru kunju poovinte, chinna chinna mazhai thulikal, tu jane na, papa kehtehe, all is well, maula maula..... endless

Perfect Holiday - With fav music, with my family, with fun, in my world's favorite place - My home...

Dessert - Any flavor except Chocolate..

City - My Fav city The garden city, Jammu & kashmir, Varanasi..

Season - Every season but rainy is the best

And well datz something abt me...!!!!

Watzz Next..???

What is next?
question is simple..
Yet no answer in my hand.
Life is a magic,
uncertain about the next moment...
still we plan for our future.
Just turn back,
the day which we laugh whole heartedly,
the moments that filled our eyes,
is that we planned?
The colorful days yet to come,
but still frightened
what's next?
Itz all like a suspense thriller...
With all the uncertainty,
With all the fear,
Still with all the hope
I love my life upto the maximum...

Love your life,enjoy life
Else you may feel repentance later